I keep telling myself not to let go… if he does, whatever. But im not. I love him too much to five up and not try… I’m trying to have hope… but part of me thinks he will never want me… I miss him. When something happens, he’s the first person I want to talk to.. when I see something on tv, he’s the first I want to turn to and tell.. but he’s not there.
I will wait forever… even if he’s marries with children.. I’ll wait… I have never felt so horrible about myself than I do now.. I want to change to be the woman he wants. I want to do anything just to have him hug me, hold my hand, tell me he loves me… something…

Overtime I look in the mirror I cry.. because I don’t like what’s staring back at me. She is the one who ruined everything I love…

I have never hated myself so much in my life..

I’ll never let go of us… you’ll always have my heart… even if you find comfort in an other’s arms…
I love you tiger…

You did…. a while ago… so I followed suit..

You did…. a while ago… so I followed suit..

(Source: sincerely-me-without-regret)

Plan a secret romantic getaway. Even a small one that I help pay for. And i’ll love you forever.

Take me on a carriage ride and i’ll marry you right on the spot.

Finally. I have waited all night for the rain to come.. and it starts exactly at 6am. Thank you. I really need the rain.

I use tumblr to fill my lonely void… its the exact same thing as reading romance novels… Im lonely and they make me feel like someone actually cares.. which I know is wrong. Always going to be wrong..

Anyone want to text me sweet nothings? I could totally use something flattering… I’m lonely and desperate to feel loved.

i-want-spankings:

Oh love… We need some time.. Our busy lives suck.

i-want-spankings:

Oh love… We need some time.. Our busy lives suck.

Would you like it in the vag or ass when I rape you?

itsjustthat1guy:

a-man-n-progress:

rennskye:

misandry-mermaid:

At least now that I disabled Anonymous asks, your own face is attached to your pitiful hatemail.

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And if you recognize this ugly mug, shoot me a name!

Thanks.

ETA: He’s been tracked down.

HIS NAME IS BRANDON BAYARD AND HE LIVES IN SUPERIOR, WISCONSIN.

Reblog the shit out of this so it shows up on every background search done by every guy trying to hire him ever.

REBLOGGING THIS ALWAYS, FUCK THIS PIECE OF SHIT

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Catch this bastard…

My outfit for my love yesterday ;) such an amazing night.